What does one mean when they say "i'm jobless"?.
I never really knew what it is like to be jobless until 2 months ago when I resigned. During the first week, I was able to handle it well but something bad happened. Well it's not that bad. I actually learned that I was pregnant,yet again,before I tendered my resignation. I knew it was not a good idea but I did not see the worse things coming my way. I was clearly not thinking that I have a child who depends on me. on the second up to third week,things got even worse, I learned that the father of my second child is married. He didnt even have the guts to tell me about it considering he knew what I had to go through with my first child's father.I thought everything would be okay and that we will get married.But I was wrong,again.
I have lived in someone else's houses because I got kicked out of our house. And then I had to move to my Aunt's place in the city because my friend's girlfriend was jealous of me and didn't like the thought of me staying at his boyfriend's house. A week later,we had an argument so I decided to move to another friend's house. To be honest,it's really awful when you don't have a permanent place to live in. At the moment, i'm back at our house but not for good. I'm only staying here until the 16th of this month.
well,So much for what happened to me in the past weeks.
Going back to being jobless,it's crazy when you're jobless. You can't buy the things that you want or things that you need. I can't even provide money for my daughter because I don't have a single cent. I can't travel to places because I don't have enough money for fare expenses. Right now, I'm just hoping for the best. Hoping that my second child's father would pay me this month. Hoping there will be enough money for my daughter's first birthday.
I just want my agony to end.
